A very slow un-pause

I have dabbled a bit here and there.  I got super busy with things that matter, and things that don't matter.   The heart and spirit is willing...but no time! No space.  And people that matter aren't a fan of me wasting my time creating things that will, in their eyes, not make enough money to justify the time.  It is a bit tragic, I have to choose between a person and and what I like to do.  But ultimately, I choose the person.  What I like to do is really secondary.   Who knows, maybe by bottling my creative juices up, something good will actually come of it? Or perhaps it is a loss of opportunity.

So I picked up the Korg iOS iGadget.   I rather like it.  It's a bit hard and a bit easy.  Plus, I look like a normal citizen, checking my Facebook (or nudging filter env settings to get the right amount of flub to the wub).   I was out in the desert, and made a few tracks while watching the sun rise (time zones being what they are).

And...I started to think...I tend to do aim at writing for myself.  But I really should be writing for others.  Maybe that is why I have to choose between a studio, and an empty wall.

Maybe...